Monday, February 29, 2016

Some Notes on Picasso’s Friend


I was sitting on my bed one night, last week, reading  De Daumier-Smith’s Blue Period, and I couldn’t put the book down. This story is so good! I thought. And then the next day, when we had our discussion, a common opinion was that we kind of start to hate “Jean de Daumier-Smith” from the first page and question his credibility as a storyteller after all his lies. But… but these lies, and this obnoxious character, are the beauty of this story!


Okay, I won’t say that I’d like to be that bus driver Jean insults in French, or his student at that time, or really anyone else interacting with him in the story. But, as a reader, I found him to be one of the most effective characters and narrators. For different reasons.


Look at this guy! He is probably the most stuck-up, pretentious, and just obnoxious nineteen-year-old we’ve encountered in any book. Overflowing with ambition, he presents himself as a very mature individual and a skillful artist—which maybe he is, but as I was reading, he reminded me of Esmé trying to use all the big words she had learned to appear adult-like. I enjoyed the scene we read in class, when Jean (his name isn’t even Jean, but let’s let him have it for a bit) “informed [the bus driver], in French, that he was a rude, stupid, overbearing imbecile, and that he’d never know how much [he] detested him” (p. 200). Setting high expectations for himself, he feels like he has the right to criticize people around him.  Once he finds out that Sister Irma can’t join the art school, he passionately writes letters of rejection to all his other students. “I told them, individually, that they had absolutely no talent worth developing and that they were simply wasting their own valuable time as well as the school’s” (p. 243).


Jean sets his standards high, but he does have a pretty darn good opinion of himself. In his spare time,  “Noteworthily enough,” seventeen of his eighteen oil paintings are self-portraits. As soon as he reads about the job opportunity, he feels “insupportably qualified” to apply (pp. 202, 204). To appear more educated and high-class, he uses French in his letters, as “[he is] able to express [himself] very precisely in that language.” He writes pages (or “cubic feet”) of comments and advice to Sister Irma and believes that he’ll be able to bring a great talent out (p. 233).


And then my favorite thing about the story: the absolutely ridiculous lies! Jean starts from his letter to M. Yoshoto and then digs himself deeper and deeper. His paintings are hanging in “some of the finest, and by no means nouveau riche, homes in Paris,” He’s the man who won three first-prize awards and who has asked Picasso many times “M. Picasso, où allez-vous?” as he saw the great artist losing his standing (p. 212) Every time there’s an awkward silence, Jean is coming up with new Picasso anecdotes to share to continue his lies. That’s some dedication.


Everything about this character made me laugh, which is the main reason I loved this story, but having the perspective of the narrator, the same man reflecting on his past life and his actions, made me think more about the theme we’ve pursued with many stories: lies and the storyteller’s credibility. As I read about Jean and his lies, he suddenly seemed more real than many of the normal, everyday characters who seem to accept the reality and share it with us. Here the narrator specifically tells us that he was lying, but I get the interpretation that was suggested in class, that as he’s writing he’s thinking Oh God was that really me? He seems to depict his younger self in a pretty comical light, and this (what seems to be) openness and willingness to share these embarrassing memories really draws me to the narrator.

After reading this story, I realized that the characters who are “pathological liars” are the ones I find the most appealing. Not just for the fun of their lies, but because they find enough meaning and motivation in life to see the point of relying on lies to get somewhere. I might be confusing, but I feel like Esmé trying to sound more grown-up, Jean trying to get a job that requires skill, and O’Brien trying to write “a good war story” all have something in common: they care about life and about achieving their goals. For me their lies make them not less credible, but more real and more likable as characters or narrators.

Saturday, February 6, 2016

One Saved Bananafish


Such grown-upness, he thought. Raising one of his flaps of peel, he was surprised how naturally came a swish through the water. He felt a cool sensation against the naked upper part of his body. Peeking out between the red coral branches, he saw the sun’s rays dancing on the ocean floor.


He pushed off with his four peel fins, propelling himself out into the open. Just a few days before, he would have to thrust his whole body back and forth in a ridiculous wobble dance just to move a few inches.


Feeling the water pumping through his gills, heart rate increasing, he dashed towards the sun, then dived back down, disappeared into the reef only to emerge again, creating a spin with his peel as he went up.


He basked in his new freedom. His thoughts and reasoning were too slow to catch up to his untiring body and straggled behind as he sliced the water, with no sense of direction.


Only for a moment he froze. Far below, on the ocean floor, he thought he could discern a yellowish spot.


Bananas.
Such a sweet, irresistible smell—he couldn’t really smell underwater, but that’s what he had heard. Such a rich yellow color. Such bananness.


Without further thought, he darted towards the banana hole, flapping his fins faster and faster. He didn’t have a choice. He was drawn in.


In a moment, he was in paradise. All around him was the fruit he had wanted to taste his whole life. Of course, his grandma had fed him with mashed banana baby food, but he knew it wasn’t the same. He torpedoed into one of the banana patches and gorged himself, losing control over his body.


He heard a strange noise, but he did not care. He kept eating. The noise did not go away, but got louder, somewhere right over his head. Suddenly the sunlight was gone.
One-second break, he decided, and glanced around. To his horror, he saw that the sun had been blocked by a dark floating blob. What was worse, however, was the pair of round eyes, the floating yellow hair, and the two appendages splashing through the water, belonging to the creature on top of the blob.


He was horrified. His love for bananas couldn’t compete with his desire to survive. Frantically grabbing as many bananas as he could hold in his mouth—which was seven—he dashed towards the opening of the hole before the creature could trap him inside. Squeezing through the opening, he felt one banana slip out of his mouth but, reluctantly, had to accept the loss when he heard more bubbling overhead.  Without looking back, he swam away as fast as his fins would carry him—with his added body weight and six cumbersome bananas in his mouth.

“With her hand, when the float was level again, she wiped away a flat, wet band of hair from her eyes, and reported, ‘I just saw one’” (p.24).     


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